It all starts from these pages. From a call -- a cry -- for anyone to make a dream come true. A dream of bringing the heavens within reach of men. A dream of creating a portal interface with God's consciousness.
A Prayer for Forgiveness
Dear God,
Let me start this prayer by saying once more I am an Agnostic.
For this one last try, I test my faith. I have to ascertain whether my Agnosticism the right thing. Hence, the endeavor... The experiment.
If by chance you're out there and is listening, I bring to your wisdom the plans that these pages is out to pursue. That in aiming for the heavens to within the reach of men and for you to be more materially real beyond your nature of simply being spiritually ideal these pages of Animus Dictum is herein launched.
If by chance you are real, I pray for forgiveness for stepping ahead of heaven's plan. I pray for forgiveness that these pages is launched to create the materiality of the spiritually ideal God as you are.
But to think of it that if despite all these, you are for real, I trust I need not ask for forgiveness. That nothing I believe transpires here on the material without your blessing and guidance, I surmise the pages of Animus Dictum is but yet one of your grandest plans. These pages you have assigned to prepare that day you shall reveal yourself to all men.
But if by chance this prayer a futile one; a cry in shooting-stars, I pray to the god that these pages may create in time. I pray that beyond the means, may the intent of the endeavour suffice to justify the seemingly adventurous scheme.
That if you should be for real or otherwise, more than forgiveness, I pray you look closely to my heart. Beyond my words, I pray you listen intently to the wisdom of these pages. To the end purpose this Author hopes to achieve.
Above all, dear God, whether you be the real God or the god these pages may have to be created, I pray you hold my hands that I write only what is just.